apatheticq's Diaryland Diary

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the worst way to go out

I have forgotten about you dear diaryland. have you forgotten about me.

like a rat. in a cage. on life support. eating grapes. wondering if the world could possibly get any worse than the fragrence you are wearing on a sunday for church.

i am trying to hard.

i figure that enough of myself has been used and abused to this totem of my self that i can try too hard once in a while.

force it through. like something you'd force.

i figure that enough of myself has been here and there and everywhere that a hug with someone you love is better than a stick with a guy named rick.

was i like this?

did i forget how to do it?

what was the magical formula that made me witty?

I think it was the boredum. Oh how i miss being bored, with people i love.

Love is wonderful. love is us.

osh kosh bagosh.

1:04 a.m. - November 28, 2006

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