apatheticq's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Yesterday, was like today. There is nothing like spending money you won gambling. Money just isn't as fun, when it isn't free. I am drinking coffee even though I have work in the morning. It's been a very nice day. This whole weekend has been a blast. I felt uncomfortable a lot of friday night, but that has all seemed to disipate. I can't wait till I get my raise. I think about it every day. It isn't as much the extra money, but that feeling that I am accomplishing things. I always want to feel productive. Nothing feels like slowly working your way for something you want. I may get a short term raise before my huge raise in early March. That would be very welcome, and help my motivation. I want to continue to be the hardest working person there. If I can devote all of my extra energy to performing my job well, I will move up easily. Which is what I have done to this point. I've lost a few pounds this week, which makes me feel better. I will end up getting my hair cut tomarrow after work. I will let the stylist do whatever they want to it, and hope for the best. I ended up spending 60 dollars on a variety of low fat food. That should help me lose weight, as long as I eat small portions, but often. If you can do that for long enough that it sets in, you're fine. The only problem is going without food for awhile, then you want to splurge. Oh, I don't know what I am rambling on about. I just am avoiding going to sleep. Work will be long, and will be the first day that I have to deal with frustration and not blow up since Friday. I'm sure I will do fine. Welp! Time to watch the rest of the football game, and fall asleep. night! 8:39 p.m. - January 19, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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